The Chronicles of
Kat
The World Through
A Mothers eyes
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So yes last night my daughter got sick. I knew she was starting to get sick and Ant argued with me lol. A mother Knows  best. Anyway she got a fever and I went to give her Tylenol well BIG mistake.. She projectile puked all over my face in my eye in my mouth... I wanted to puke also. It was gross. I hate that she also got sick =[ Hopefully today she feels better =] But anyway it new years eve leave 16 days till Bella 2nd bday 8-o Im def slacking but I wanted to do a gabba theme again lol she asked for a gabba cake! I got this ideal; Found it by Google lol and It says Happy birthday Bella and 2!! It is like it was meant to be!! I am going to have to hand make the Gabba characters which shld be fun (not) I can not find the plastic figures anywhere bc I guess toys r us discontinued them =[ But I am making homemade marshmallow fondant!! Wish me luck!! But I have to go for now I will be writing tomorrow for the new year!! Oh by the WAY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! Be safe!! Until n...

Yupp that was my best friend for 2 days. I was sick puking shitting all that good stuff. I apologize for the being gone. I could not move off the couch ughh.. and to top it off I had to listen to Tony cry bc he wanted no one but ME! So glad I am feeling better [kinda] I might have pushed it a little to far by cleaning today. I feel sick again. I don't know if it is bc I'm hungry from not eating or juss still sick. Christmas was good I guess The kids were happy sorta.(but when are they) Bella loved all her toys! Tony well he was just like ya ya whatever lol. I can not believe he is 5months already. Makes me sad. I don't want him to grow. Its crazy how different your kids grow and how alike they can be. Tony reminds me of Bella so much!! Well my baby is crying I gotta scram. Until next time Live Laugh Love Kat

Yupp them up there are my babies!! i love them soo t will be her 2nd xmas but she knows what it is now and that she gets presents!! Well going to spend day with family tomorrow. Sure I will have loads to talk about! Untill next time Live laugh Love Kat

Ohh The joys of being a mother. It brings you cheers, memories, good and bad, messes attitudes lot of them, aggravation, temptation and I can keep going on for ever. One thing I wouldn't change it for the world but whoever says being a mom is easy well they are either WRONG or CRAZZY. Shit they can be both. So to get to my point I been feeling like a helpless mother and do not kno what to do. Tony has been crying non stop except when he eats and sleeps. He will be content for like 20 min if that and then all hell brakes lose. I am ready to lose my flipping top. It wldnt be so bad if Bella and the older kids woould let him sleep but no they like to make noise and the older ones who kno better dont care and do as they please. Well I finally had a mini brake down last night =[ kinda felt good to just cry and let it out. I could have kept letting it out all night. I wish ppl in this house would respect me a little bit more than what they do. Guess thats to much to ask for. Well I am do...

So I was EBFB for 4 months. Until i came to find out that he was not getting enough.i thought the frequent nursing and fussiness was all just from a growth spurt. Well It wasn't :[. Kinda sucks bc It really wasn't my body's fault. Its from the damn kids and I do mean DAMN kids. They just don't know how to behave sometimes and it really urks me, They put me under so much stress it is unreal. My LC down at the wic office said that stress could play a big factor in int. I also have gotten my real first period and that makes your supply go down a little. Well needless to say frequent nursing didn't work. I was told to take the whole day off to myself lay in bed with Tony and watch movies eat snacks etc etc ya Okay bc I have a Toddler and A life that's not possible. Also I was told to power pump. Which guess what I didn't have time for that either. I feel bad for the whole thing but come on who has time for that. So i give him formula. He was being supplemented u...

So yeah xmas is around the corner My lil guy will be 5 months :[ Time flies too fast.Besides putting up w. A toddler telling me shut-up and moythy kids cranky baby lol I have been trying to find a job. I NEEd to get out of the house and I NEED to make money so I can start to pay my loans back. This time of year is always hard.. I really miss my dad. eight years already I cant believe it. Christmas is always the hardest not to mention thats when my lil angel baby was suppose to be born. She would have been 4 this year. THats crazyyness right there. But I was sitting in the car this morning and this song came on. Mariah Carey Miss you the most [at Christmas time] Def made me tear up! Miss You Most (At Christmas Time)" The fire is burning The room's all aglow Outside the December wind blows Away in the distance The carolers sing in the snow Everybody's laughing The world is celebrating And everyone's so happy Except for me tonight Because... [Chorus:] I mi...

Happy fourth Birthday Baby girl! Mommys lil Angel Mommy's little Angel way up in the sky, I'll always remember the day that you died. You were born sleeping, which makes my heart ache each day. My soul yells out weeping since the day god came and took you away The first time I saw you I could not believe my eyes, a beautiful baby girl why did you have to die? I should have took the chance to hold you close to me. A tiny baby so precious, How the hell could this be? With you not inside of me, your presence I will miss. No more watching my Belly grow, no longer will you kick All I have left of you is a Tiny purple box That holds all your memories and pictures that would say a lot. I know I have to wipe my tears and look up to the sky Remembering that you are always here right by my side, until the day I die. Mommy's little angel way up in the sky I...

Well four years ago today \I was on my way to my regular prenatal check-up when It turned out to be the worse and last one for thst pregnancy. Before I got there I had this gut feeking something was wrong. I was 27ish weeks pregnant almost 28 weeks. I remember like it was yesterday. The night before I really didnt feel her moving and a week before that i had lost my mucus plug. All my obgyn did was send me the the hospital for a urine sample. After feeling what I thought was the baby moving and feeling like I was going to pass out I didnt know what to do and what was normal. I thought it was okay bc I thought she was movong but she wasnt... it was contractions. Well when I got into the doctors office and waiting in the table she did the regular blood pressure check and any concerns I had and the fetal heart beat. Thats when my world stopped. We could not find it no matter how hard we tried. So then they said lets get an internal ultrasound and see if that works bc the ba...

Ohh How I love you! This is my favorite time of the day! Drinkin my hot tea watching the news and listining to my little guy laugh! He is getting soo big :[ Yeah so I was def. M.I.A. for two days sorry about that. I been trying to be super mom since everyone thinks I am. gahhh But besides putting up w. Bad ass attitudes from 10 year olds and watching my TOddler throw tantrums I just have to say I been pretty sane some how?!?  Hopefully this weekend hold something more exciting. So I have officially started working out! I started doing the 30 day sgred yesterday! Let me tell you it kicked my ass!!! Wow I am soo sore tofay and I have to do it again! I felt like I was going to fall over lol. Im not so much for seeing the numbers on the scale go down although it would be nice but  I am more for burning fat and toning up! I love my curves they are juss outta control right now lol.Well I gotta go finish my tea and ya take ryan to school! Untill next time live love laugh Kat

Me? Well haha If that were only true tahaha. I wish I had motivation. I really need to get back in shape but pshh that's not happening... :[  I mean really a person can have as much or little motivation as possible I guess it depends on that person. My person= Overweight, food lovin, rather sit on my butt type of person. After I had my daughter I got in shape by 6mpp. Ha thats funny now because it wont happen. I need to push my ass. Oh well. Soo HOW BOUT THEM STEELERS!! Whoot 3-0 baby. Ya I kinda am a big fan ;]  Thanks to my step-daughter I am getting sick my throat hurts soo bad. Wow that was a huge jump to change the subject haha sorry about that. Guess my mind is everywhere right now I mean why wouldn't it be? I have 3 mouthy kids and 2 cranky babies life couldn't be better gahh ... So Lil Man had his shots yesterday [yes I decided to get them] He did fine cried for 2 min well screamed ha and his sister laughed at him poor lil guy. Anyway he has got a bit of fever to...

So yeah today after taking the 3 girls to the docs just to find out they have a frickin cold, we had to go to the drug store to get their meds for coughs and what not. Well I walk in drop it off and decide to wait instead of going all the way home and then back. My dear daughter decides she gonna take her shoes off and throw them and then cry bc she wants them back on. Well so I get out of the car, go to her side put her shoes on and shut the door. Little did I know the parking bar thingy wanted to ruin my day. BAMM and some awful words " @#$%^!!!!#$^%"  I stubbed my dang toe and hard. And too top it off I had sandels on ouchhyyy. Well needless to say I came home and it was swollen whatta I do?? Stub it on the damn stairs and this time it swells up more and bruised great a broken toe booo. What else will I do bc I dont pay attention lol I was too busyy staring at the traffic. guess thats wha I get.... Until next time Kat

Hello blog world. Well my dayy started wayy to early . 4am to be exact. Ya that kind of early thanks to my dear daughter who I love to death. It seems like ever since I had my son she has turned into the lil devil. She use to be soo goos now all she does all day is push my buttons. I gotta love her tho especially all the cute things she says. I really wish tho she would go back to my lil miss perfection. I find it fairly easy to love them both equally but sharing the time equally is a big fat fail. I know that's a lot of the reason she acts like she does. I give her as much attention as humanly possible. Oh don't let me forget the fact that her grandma "Spoils her" But anyway now that rant is out I feel better!! Until next time Kat

Okay so instead of me taking a pic for my blog since im soo far behind, im juss going to pick up where i left off. thats alot of catching up to do especially being 29 weeks prego and having a 16 month old. life has been pretty busyy gotta admit! hope everyone can bare with me. Cant believe got this far behind...ughh untill next time... -kat

WOW Where do I begin...??? I have been M.I.A for like 5 months. Bella is 12 months now and I am 7 months pregnant!! I am having a boy!! she will be getting her lil brother July 26th! She is just little miss personality let me tell ya!! But I promise sometime I will get my photos updated to day 267 I believe lol thats alot!!!! Well I will def update ASAP!! Life has been crazyyy!!! :)