The Chronicles of
Kat
The World Through
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So yes last night my daughter got sick. I knew she was starting to get sick and Ant argued with me lol. A mother Knows  best. Anyway she got a fever and I went to give her Tylenol well BIG mistake.. She projectile puked all over my face in my eye in my mouth... I wanted to puke also. It was gross. I hate that she also got sick =[ Hopefully today she feels better =] But anyway it new years eve leave 16 days till Bella 2nd bday 8-o Im def slacking but I wanted to do a gabba theme again lol she asked for a gabba cake! I got this ideal; Found it by Google lol and It says Happy birthday Bella and 2!! It is like it was meant to be!! I am going to have to hand make the Gabba characters which shld be fun (not) I can not find the plastic figures anywhere bc I guess toys r us discontinued them =[ But I am making homemade marshmallow fondant!! Wish me luck!! But I have to go for now I will be writing tomorrow for the new year!! Oh by the WAY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! Be safe!! Until n...

Yupp that was my best friend for 2 days. I was sick puking shitting all that good stuff. I apologize for the being gone. I could not move off the couch ughh.. and to top it off I had to listen to Tony cry bc he wanted no one but ME! So glad I am feeling better [kinda] I might have pushed it a little to far by cleaning today. I feel sick again. I don't know if it is bc I'm hungry from not eating or juss still sick. Christmas was good I guess The kids were happy sorta.(but when are they) Bella loved all her toys! Tony well he was just like ya ya whatever lol. I can not believe he is 5months already. Makes me sad. I don't want him to grow. Its crazy how different your kids grow and how alike they can be. Tony reminds me of Bella so much!! Well my baby is crying I gotta scram. Until next time Live Laugh Love Kat

Yupp them up there are my babies!! i love them soo t will be her 2nd xmas but she knows what it is now and that she gets presents!! Well going to spend day with family tomorrow. Sure I will have loads to talk about! Untill next time Live laugh Love Kat

Ohh The joys of being a mother. It brings you cheers, memories, good and bad, messes attitudes lot of them, aggravation, temptation and I can keep going on for ever. One thing I wouldn't change it for the world but whoever says being a mom is easy well they are either WRONG or CRAZZY. Shit they can be both. So to get to my point I been feeling like a helpless mother and do not kno what to do. Tony has been crying non stop except when he eats and sleeps. He will be content for like 20 min if that and then all hell brakes lose. I am ready to lose my flipping top. It wldnt be so bad if Bella and the older kids woould let him sleep but no they like to make noise and the older ones who kno better dont care and do as they please. Well I finally had a mini brake down last night =[ kinda felt good to just cry and let it out. I could have kept letting it out all night. I wish ppl in this house would respect me a little bit more than what they do. Guess thats to much to ask for. Well I am do...

So I was EBFB for 4 months. Until i came to find out that he was not getting enough.i thought the frequent nursing and fussiness was all just from a growth spurt. Well It wasn't :[. Kinda sucks bc It really wasn't my body's fault. Its from the damn kids and I do mean DAMN kids. They just don't know how to behave sometimes and it really urks me, They put me under so much stress it is unreal. My LC down at the wic office said that stress could play a big factor in int. I also have gotten my real first period and that makes your supply go down a little. Well needless to say frequent nursing didn't work. I was told to take the whole day off to myself lay in bed with Tony and watch movies eat snacks etc etc ya Okay bc I have a Toddler and A life that's not possible. Also I was told to power pump. Which guess what I didn't have time for that either. I feel bad for the whole thing but come on who has time for that. So i give him formula. He was being supplemented u...

So yeah xmas is around the corner My lil guy will be 5 months :[ Time flies too fast.Besides putting up w. A toddler telling me shut-up and moythy kids cranky baby lol I have been trying to find a job. I NEEd to get out of the house and I NEED to make money so I can start to pay my loans back. This time of year is always hard.. I really miss my dad. eight years already I cant believe it. Christmas is always the hardest not to mention thats when my lil angel baby was suppose to be born. She would have been 4 this year. THats crazyyness right there. But I was sitting in the car this morning and this song came on. Mariah Carey Miss you the most [at Christmas time] Def made me tear up! Miss You Most (At Christmas Time)" The fire is burning The room's all aglow Outside the December wind blows Away in the distance The carolers sing in the snow Everybody's laughing The world is celebrating And everyone's so happy Except for me tonight Because... [Chorus:] I mi...