The Chronicles of
Kat
The World Through
A Mothers eyes
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Well like always been nusy and hve not wrote but I have to share a funny story well it is funny now but not when it happened lol. Okay so the other morning my day started off shitty literally shitty lol. Here is the story, Well the baby wakes up at the ass crack of dawn like 630 lol so I go downstairs with her so nobody hets woken up well in the process of walking thru the dinning room to the living room I step in something wet and cold. My first thought was What the hell?? Well it was kinds dark and I was not fully awake so I thought it was dog throw up wel lI put the baby down and turn to look and guess what??? DOG SHIITTTT! GROSS I know have dog shit on my foot. I thought I was goin to barf! Well I was so mad at the dog but then she got into the damn garbabge GRRR She was rly pushing my buttons haha but I juss wanted to share that... Man eha a morning hehehe but how can u resist this cute puppy face lol OT, My lil bby grl is 6 months alrdy! I can not belive it she is growing so fast...

What Makes a Mother: By Jennifer Wasik I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard Him say. "A Mother has a baby" This we know is true "But God can you be a Mother, When your baby's not with you?" "Yes, you can," He replied With confidence in His voice "I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day. And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay." "I just don't understand this God I want my baby to be here." He took a deep breath and cleared His throat, And then I saw the tear. "I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today. If you could see your child's smile, With all the other children and say... 'We go to Earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have ...

Hello! Well for an update I got my degree in the mail today yes I am so happy. I had alot of ppl say that I was never going to mount to anything and look at me know! I could not be any happier in life. So today I don't know why but I been thinking of Mickey... I had a dream he was talking to me but I can not remember what it was about. The weird part was that it was after he passed in my dream. Maybe this is is way of letting me know he is happy and safe now. it just is weird. I get freaked out because I feel like he sees me and idk lol but after my dad passed I would dream of triangles and then I would see my dad and he would be telling me he misses me. Maybe I have an ability to talk to the passed in my sleep lol please dont think Im crazyy haha well I made this in memory of Mickey let me know what you think: So I really like It and hope Christina does to.. I am going to email it to her! also here is one my mom made for me of my Dad and I a month before he died ...

SO I have been M.I.A. for 6 days. Whats been going on ................WEll: I was sick for 4 days including the 4th of July so yeah there goes my fourth of July. It sucked I was on th ecouch lol But no seriously I thought I was going ot die bc I had a high fever from 102 -104.7 for 3 days. It was scareyy. I was suppose to hang out with Tee but I was sick and I felt bad. THere has been so much going on lately it is crazy.I really miss my friends though. Have you ever noticed after high school ppl who were close drift apart and the ones the use to be close with in elementary school become closer to them after they graduate?? IDK but this is happening to me. I feel like a failure when It comes to friends bc seriously I never have the time. I have 3 ste p kids that r with me 99% of the time and I have my lil grl who I have 24-7. I feel soo old because I never have time for friends. Not only that but dissapointed in myself. THere are a few friends that I was super close to that now I barely...

So yesterday was somewhat boring exciting and juss another ordinary day. LoL I got up in the crack of the morning [My bby dont sleep in] lol Well took nene to summer school then me and Leta went to a few stores. I decided to gain enough courage to go visit my dads resting place which I rarely do. I prob shld more often but it is soo hard. After going up there we came home nothing exciting lol. Well 1130 we went and got her and I went to Mickeys resting place I guess that day I felt the need to visit them........... Came home put lil one down for nap she was screaming... YIKES well then I played CAll of duty! I love this game.... We juss got our pool cleaned and filled so now yesterday Ant finished hookin filiter up Well We needed to backwash it.....Not such a great idea..Well not that part but after we rinsed it I put it on filter and sand shot right in out pool FUCK! But what can I say the baby laughed at it so I cldnt be mad. She is getting way to big =[ Cant belive it On an ending n...