Damn Body Damn stress

So I was EBFB for 4 months. Until i came to find out that he was not getting enough.i thought the frequent nursing and fussiness was all just from a growth spurt. Well It wasn't :[. Kinda sucks bc It really wasn't my body's fault. Its from the damn kids and I do mean DAMN kids. They just don't know how to behave sometimes and it really urks me, They put me under so much stress it is unreal. My LC down at the wic office said that stress could play a big factor in int. I also have gotten my real first period and that makes your supply go down a little. Well needless to say frequent nursing didn't work. I was told to take the whole day off to myself lay in bed with Tony and watch movies eat snacks etc etc ya Okay bc I have a Toddler and A life that's not possible. Also I was told to power pump. Which guess what I didn't have time for that either. I feel bad for the whole thing but come on who has time for that. So i give him formula. He was being supplemented until my supply went out the whole way. So that's the breastfeeding story. Kinda depresses me with the whole thing but its outta my control. I wish all this stress would go away. I'm not gonna lie I think I have partial PPD. I refuse to get help.

Until next time 

Live Love Laugh

Kat

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