The Chronicles of
Kat
The World Through
A Mothers eyes
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Happy fourth Birthday Baby girl! Mommys lil Angel Mommy's little Angel way up in the sky, I'll always remember the day that you died. You were born sleeping, which makes my heart ache each day. My soul yells out weeping since the day god came and took you away The first time I saw you I could not believe my eyes, a beautiful baby girl why did you have to die? I should have took the chance to hold you close to me. A tiny baby so precious, How the hell could this be? With you not inside of me, your presence I will miss. No more watching my Belly grow, no longer will you kick All I have left of you is a Tiny purple box That holds all your memories and pictures that would say a lot. I know I have to wipe my tears and look up to the sky Remembering that you are always here right by my side, until the day I die. Mommy's little angel way up in the sky I...

Well four years ago today \I was on my way to my regular prenatal check-up when It turned out to be the worse and last one for thst pregnancy. Before I got there I had this gut feeking something was wrong. I was 27ish weeks pregnant almost 28 weeks. I remember like it was yesterday. The night before I really didnt feel her moving and a week before that i had lost my mucus plug. All my obgyn did was send me the the hospital for a urine sample. After feeling what I thought was the baby moving and feeling like I was going to pass out I didnt know what to do and what was normal. I thought it was okay bc I thought she was movong but she wasnt... it was contractions. Well when I got into the doctors office and waiting in the table she did the regular blood pressure check and any concerns I had and the fetal heart beat. Thats when my world stopped. We could not find it no matter how hard we tried. So then they said lets get an internal ultrasound and see if that works bc the ba...

Ohh How I love you! This is my favorite time of the day! Drinkin my hot tea watching the news and listining to my little guy laugh! He is getting soo big :[ Yeah so I was def. M.I.A. for two days sorry about that. I been trying to be super mom since everyone thinks I am. gahhh But besides putting up w. Bad ass attitudes from 10 year olds and watching my TOddler throw tantrums I just have to say I been pretty sane some how?!?  Hopefully this weekend hold something more exciting. So I have officially started working out! I started doing the 30 day sgred yesterday! Let me tell you it kicked my ass!!! Wow I am soo sore tofay and I have to do it again! I felt like I was going to fall over lol. Im not so much for seeing the numbers on the scale go down although it would be nice but  I am more for burning fat and toning up! I love my curves they are juss outta control right now lol.Well I gotta go finish my tea and ya take ryan to school! Untill next time live love laugh Kat