Long time No Blog
So As of right now at this very moment I have so many emotions running through me that I don't even know where to begin. A lot has happened since I last blogged. Currently, I'm trying to cope with my anxiety and possibly depression. I have had anxiety issues for years ever since I can remember. I would not be so hard if I wasn't losing my mind every damn Day. I have 3 step children (Might as well be) that I have been around for 7 years now. I do everything for these kids and more since their mother isn't in the picture, I can not believe that 3 kids can have so much hate in them and Dis-respectfulness towards an adult. I get called a bitch, fat ass, ugly, you name it I'm called it. Like I already deal with my own issues and insecurities let alone shit from them.. It is over-whelming and sometimes I feel If I were gone they would be happier. But I already left once I'm not going anywhere again. I hate for my kids to pick up on ...