The Chronicles of
Kat
The World Through
A Mothers eyes
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Okay So I was just sitting on my lunch break and picke dup the first thing I seen to read and it was a paper for senior citizens. I was reading the classifieds and here is what the first one said:   FOR SALE: 3 Cows never bred. Also 1 Gay bull for sell. please call 000-000-000 --->[number not real ] lol didnt wanna put the actual number ;] So I didn't know that animals are gay lol? Like they can choose their own sexuality?? I found this funny and weird. Maybe that day the bull just didn't want to reproduce haha but thought I would share that with you it made me laugh!!!

Someone I need to let go hmmmm...... There are a few people I NEED to let go. The so called friends that only talk to me when they need or want something, the friends who drifted away and are to good to talk to me those kinda people are the ones I need to let go.   Day 1: Something you hate about yourself Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you badly. Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. Day 10: Someone you need to let go. Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on. Day 12: Something you never get compliments on. Day 13: Write a letter to your son or daughter. Day 14: Someone who isn't in your life, but you wish was. ...

Well to say the least it would have been my ex at the time. This was only bc I was young and Naive and thought he was walking gold. When I got smarter and realized how bad I was being treated he was done I left him and didnt leave any pieces behind either. I fucking hate him. Seriously hes a pile of shit. Best thing I ever did! WALKED AWAY

Hmm? There are to many names to mention here but I definitely been treated badly and more than once. It really suck because you know I bend over backwards for people and its like Screw you. I really dont know of anyone who makes my life hell lol I tend to stay away from Drama besides the drama in my house ughhh

I would have to say my children. Even though it it tough at times I know they need me and that is what keeps me going.

Something I hope I never have to do in my life is bury my child [again] I have had to bury My lil princes Madyson Nichole. RIP baby mommy misses you. This October she would be 5. It is soo hard to bury your own child and it is something you will never forget.

Something I hope to do in my life is be successful and have a good paying job. I want to be able to move into a bigger house and to put my children through college!

Currently I have to forgive someone but can not find the strength to. It is so hard when all they do is piss you off every second of their life. How is anyone suppose to forgive someone that constantly does that. You cant it is juss an on-going battle....... Day 1: Something you hate about yourself Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you badly. Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. Day 10: Someone you need to let go. Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on. Day 12: Something you never get compliments on. Day 13: Write a letter to your son or daughter. Day 14: Someone who isn't in your life, but you wish was. Day 15: Som...

I have to forgive myself for wasting 1 1/2 years on my ASSHOLE ex boyfriend. That was a definite waste of time. I do not know how I put myself through all that emotional, phsyical and mental abuse. I am glad were I am at today In my life. I guess you have to live learn and forget and forgive. Mistake shappen and you would you be today If you never made any right?

Something I love about myself....... Hmmm Let me say It probably would be Deep down I know I am a strong person even though I do not show it. I been through a lot and I feel that I am a very strong individual. I love the fact that I can actually say something positive about myself. That don't happen to often. I tend to show a lot of negative energy because that is just how I am. When I know there is positive thoughts it makes me feel great! If that makes any sense lol Day 1: Something you hate about yourself Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you badly. Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. Day 10: Someone you need to let go. Day 11: Somethi...

So day one of this 30 days of truth!! Lets see how this goes! Hmm There are plenty things I hate about myself currently. This is a tough one. I think right now in this point in my life I would have to say I hate my weight. I have never been this heavy. I mean I don't think I would call it fat but I'm definitely a bit on the chunky side. I guess having 3 babies does that. But if I wouldn't be so lazy and I would work out I probably would be back down to pre -pregnancy weight. So I guess I hate that I'm lazy lol. Until next time Live Laugh Love Day 1: Something you hate about yourself Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you badly. Day 9: Someone y...

So ever give your Toddler chocolate pudding and let them "eat" it themselves? If you have then you know the result of the matter DISASTER!! Haha Take My Bella for example Wonder how she managed to get it the whole way up her arm haha lol. Wow I sure had one hell of a mess to clean up. I learned one important memo to self: "Katherine never give Bella pudding again to eat by herself unless you want a mess." Any who I finally got my 365 up and running!! Hope I can keep up with it this time!! It was hard with 1 baby now I have two!!! Well that's all folks for now at least! ohh and I am going to start doing the 30 day truth tomorrow!! I'm excited! A quick look ahead: The 30 days of Truth Day 1: Something you hate about yourself Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never ...

A day late but better late than never hahaha. So I have not one not two but like 3 different resolutions. THey are: 1] LOSE THIS BABY WEIHGT 2] Slow down on cussing 3] Get a job! I feel like I can accomplish these.  I also wanna try to keep my 365 up and my blogging!! Ughh can not believe Bella will be 2! It is soo hard to believe. Before I know it she will be in frickin school =[ After you have kids your life def does go faster wayy faster... But this was just a short blog I will have more to write tomorrow. Or if something exciting happens I will write later!!