Ever Just want to...?

Do you ever just want to give up and throw everything away? Feel like everything you have done was for nothing..? Lately this is how I feel.. I just cant take it. Im tired of pretending to be happy... Im tired of being treated like shit. Like I can only take soo much before I explode.. my babies should not have to go through this, but I am torn on what to do or how to handle this. I do not want to make the wrong decision. Fuck everything. Why  did I even come back..




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