Long time no Write
SO I have been M.I.A. for 6 days. Whats been going on ................WEll:
I was sick for 4 days including the 4th of July so yeah there goes my fourth of July. It sucked I was on th ecouch lol But no seriously I thought I was going ot die bc I had a high fever from 102 -104.7 for 3 days. It was scareyy. I was suppose to hang out with Tee but I was sick and I felt bad. THere has been so much going on lately it is crazy.I really miss my friends though. Have you ever noticed after high school ppl who were close drift apart and the ones the use to be close with in elementary school become closer to them after they graduate?? IDK but this is happening to me. I feel like a failure when It comes to friends bc seriously I never have the time. I have 3 ste p kids that r with me 99% of the time and I have my lil grl who I have 24-7. I feel soo old because I never have time for friends. Not only that but dissapointed in myself. THere are a few friends that I was super close to that now I barely talk to an dI hate it. I need to be there for them when they need me and it sucks..... I feel like crap sometimes..And as for going out im really not into that anymore I did my share I would rather stay at home and drink with friends and not worry. I have a family now and they come first. I do wish I was closer to my friends tho and one in particular. Boy do I miss her and the times we had. If you are reading this you know who you are and I really miss hanging out with you an dI miss being around you everydayy an dI hate the fact that our kids are not growing up together and I hate how I am not always there for you and I just want to say that I am sorry..... YOu are my BEST FRIEND and you will always be!! I LOVE YOU!
Well on an ending note I will hopefully stay on track now with my blogging as long as everything goes good here!! Bye for now! <33
I was sick for 4 days including the 4th of July so yeah there goes my fourth of July. It sucked I was on th ecouch lol But no seriously I thought I was going ot die bc I had a high fever from 102 -104.7 for 3 days. It was scareyy. I was suppose to hang out with Tee but I was sick and I felt bad. THere has been so much going on lately it is crazy.I really miss my friends though. Have you ever noticed after high school ppl who were close drift apart and the ones the use to be close with in elementary school become closer to them after they graduate?? IDK but this is happening to me. I feel like a failure when It comes to friends bc seriously I never have the time. I have 3 ste p kids that r with me 99% of the time and I have my lil grl who I have 24-7. I feel soo old because I never have time for friends. Not only that but dissapointed in myself. THere are a few friends that I was super close to that now I barely talk to an dI hate it. I need to be there for them when they need me and it sucks..... I feel like crap sometimes..And as for going out im really not into that anymore I did my share I would rather stay at home and drink with friends and not worry. I have a family now and they come first. I do wish I was closer to my friends tho and one in particular. Boy do I miss her and the times we had. If you are reading this you know who you are and I really miss hanging out with you an dI miss being around you everydayy an dI hate the fact that our kids are not growing up together and I hate how I am not always there for you and I just want to say that I am sorry..... YOu are my BEST FRIEND and you will always be!! I LOVE YOU!
Well on an ending note I will hopefully stay on track now with my blogging as long as everything goes good here!! Bye for now! <33
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